Can't bring you back

Marley, I know I can't bring you back anymore.
I only regret why did I always threaten you saying I don't want you when I know you go outside.
It's because I don't want you to get to accident.
But I didn't guess that you will meet with accident within home-ground.

Marley, I don't really mean it when I threaten you, it's because I love to see your worried face when you rush home and sit down refusing to be moved. I love to see you liking my hand to plead with me to apologize. I live to see that after 10mins you will still be at he proving you are my good girl. I love to see it you will lie down and want me to sayang you after the scolding. I love to see you jump up the ramp whenever you see me because you want to reach me faster. I love it when you use your head to nudge my hand to tell me to stroke it. I love the way you pounce at me to hug me every morning even though you scratch me. I love the way you calm down in a scuffle with blackie when I pull your tail. I love the way you look at me when you wanted me to sayang you. I love the way you stay with me when I wash my car. I love the way you run to me whenever I open up my arms. I love the way you would try to kiss me. I really love you alot, I thought we still have many years to come, I cannot accept losing you at so young age. Marley, I NEVER really mean it whenever I say that. I know you know....

Marley, I really love you but please rest in peace. If possible, please visit me in my dreams. I really miss you.